A Good Death?

I heard about this gent who was killed by a Cape Buffalo while hunting in Africa.

And it pissed me off to see all these kale eating, callus free, vegan, PETA loving, and Anti-Hunters gloating over this.

What a bunch of pansies.

A man used to do awesome stuff. He used to leave his family behind and explore the unknown oceans. He’d venture to new lands and territories with a horse and an axe and conquer death and hostile locals. He’d build civilizations with his bare hands and pure will power. He’d travel to new locals, meet interesting people, then defeat them in battle.

Glory, folks.

There was GLORY in that sort of stuff.

And masculinity. Sheer freaking masculinity.

Today, there ain’t much exploring or adventuring left to do. But it inhabits the soul of every kid who wants to explore the backyard, hunt and capture insects, or pretend shoot the other kids playing cowboys and indians.

Then as you grow up, you have that adventurous rebellious streak almost spiritually beaten out of you by society.

Sit behind the desk.

Shut your mouth.

Learn.

Don’t punch a bully.

Tell a teacher who will handle it for you.

And as you grow into adulthood.

Society kills whatever adventurous spirit you have left. Government controls you and kills your ambitions and dreams. You cow to the fear, the mob, the bills… and you become a wage slave. Pleasing someone else to make more money then you will with the faint hope that maybe you’ll get bumped up a tier or two in pay/rank/role.

And then we have technology which steals your soul. As the quote goes, men did greater things when boobies were harder to see. Now everything you could ever want exists at the touch of a pad.

But your soul, your longing, your desires… they are still there. They are beaten, trampled, and hidden deep in your heart. But they exist!

And men like Ashker Watkins, the man who was gored to death during a dangerous hunt… oh sure. He’s being villified by the new. I had to search to find his name, because everything you see is ‘Texas Millionaire’… as if had it happened to a poor man it would have been a tragedy, but to a rich man, it’s a boon to society.

But Asher.

What cajones.

To travel to the depths of wild Africa to hunt one of the most dangerous animals on the planet.

Adventure. Danger. Risk. Reward.

Badass, sir.

And yes, he died. But I guarantee his family will tell of his death for generations to come. Because it’s legendary. It’s a ‘good death’.

And this is something we should all look up to. A Good Death…. but also a Good Life.

For some of us, it’s simply to be the best father or husband we can be. For others, it’s to slay dozens across a battlefield in the middle east. Others, to cowboy up in the prairies of the midwest, bringing meat and steak to the dainty folks who think their food doesn’t come from animals. Others… to risk it all to spread the Word of God to the unbelievers.

Your life can have purpose. Your life can have glory. And it’s nothing to belittle.

We should all seek out such wonders and glories.

And if you have to go.

Go with a laugh upon your lips, and a sneer at the hangman.

Because they can only kill you once.

A copy of Trample The Weak is at Camp Ravenknob! (Boy Scout Camp.)

A parent told me she’d sent a copy to her son at Camp Ravenknob.

As a Camp Ravenknob alumni, that’s an honor.

And not to brag, but I earned my Mile Swim badge in the lake there. (I’m pretty proud of that one.)

Also – I just hit my 8 Year Anniversary on WordPress. I actually created my blog while writing the rough draft of West of Prehistoric to start gaining some traction and finding some readers. It worked.

8 years later? Meh. I’m not sure of the value of blogging anymore. Like the webforums of the early 2000’s, blogging seems to have died off. But having a website with my books, general information, and some updates? Still seems like a good idea so I will keep on keeping on.

Speaking of updates – Leap the Dead is going well. I’ve got all kinds of coolness going into that book. I’m hoping to get a good bit of writing done over the next few weeks. Still wanting to get ‘er out by end of the year. (Two books in one year? Woo!)

Oh, and the rats.

Yes, oh my gosh. We have a pair of rats now.

They are pretty fun. And tiny. Tiny dwarf rats. My daughter loves them. And they don’t bite or scratch, very docile and handled from birth by humans. As well as breed for pets (and not feeders like you see at PetSmart/PetCo/etc that are vicious little things…). But these ladies will poop and pee on you. When you wake them up – you gotta give ’em a minute to get sorted. 🙂

And that’s pretty much it.

The writing continues and the dream of a film persists.

About 3 weeks into Trample the Weak release.

One of the neat things about self-publishing is the vast amount of information I’m now privy to that I never saw before.

Before I received a quarterly statement showing Kindle Unlimited pages read, E-Books sold, Paperbacks sold, and Audiobooks sold.

Now I’ve got daily information that changes by the hour.

Pretty neat stuff.

I’ve managed to work my way down from clicking the refresh button hourly to only a few times a day now to watch my sales and pages read. 🙂

And how are sales going? Pretty good. About what I expected for the start of a new series. And the reviews are rolling in nicely, I was at a satisfying 4.8/5 with 10 reviews until a 3 star kicked me in the review-groin down to a 4.5. But that will balance out as more come in.

So – certainly good enough to continue with the sequel. 🙂

Which, according to my fancy Atticus writing/formatting/etc program, (highly recommend!) I’m around 14% on completion.

I also got a few author copies of Trample the Weak in and decided to do a quick photo shoot as I cleaned some guns.

One of the cool things a bout being a gun guy, is writing about what you own. And then taking pictures with your Garand and the books it’s included in. 🙂

Because success should always be chronicled and bragged about.

In other news, you may recall that we got rabbits last year. That was… interesting.

Now, my daughter has moved into the realm of ‘RATS’… yes. The big rodents with big tails.

Apparently there is an entire not-so-underground society of people who breed and keep rats. And there are all kinds of the hairy creatures at all sorts of varying prices for fur and size variations.

And business seems to be booming. Probably because rats only live ~2 years. So you’re constantly getting new pets, but still… I digress…

Tomorrow we are picking up a giant cage and play set from someone who is getting out of the rat business. And this weekend, we are picking up a pair of rats.

Which… I have to share photos of.

I -think- the current name choices are Spot and Sunny… will likely change in the near future before being settled on.

So. Yay. Rats!

Enh, they are kinda cute. And these are supposed to be very docile and hand-able.

But yes, out with the rabbits in with the rats.

And now for some not so subtle advertising.

https://www.amazon.com/author/eriktesterman

Above is my Author Page on Amazon. Please click it, and follow me. It helps let you know when I have books come out. And because us writers are a savage bunch of nerds, we like to brag about how many followers we have on Amazon to each other. 🙂

Thank you and enjoy your early summer!

RELEASE DAY! Or, BUY A DOZEN DAY!

Amazon released Trample the Weak a day early.

Weird.

But okay.

Link is below.

https://amzn.to/43iN1As

As always, please, please leave a review. I read every single one, because they are usually nice and they fuel my writing ego.

And thank you!

For both visiting this site, reading this email, or hopefully… buying the book for everyone in your extended family and gun club!

May 30th – A Day Of Reckoning Approaches. (Trample the Weak RELEASE DAY!)

This is the most effort I’ve ever put into a book… after writing it. Usually I just hand the manuscript over to the Publisher, they work their magic, and I look at it, then press Approve – and that’s it.

Now I’m actually trying to learn advertising, primary search words, researching which Amazon categories I need to use, heck – even book formatting. (Thank you ATTICUS program!) Oh, and pre-orders.

It’s a lot to take in a short amount of time. Hopefully it will all equate to a higher measure of success and more book sales.

And frankly, the more books I sell – the more I get to write.

So bring on the success!

Anyways, Pre-Orders are still on. Link below:

https://amzn.to/3SOsNbB

May 30th is release day.

That’s when the EBooks go out and the Paperbacks can be bought. Audible is on the way. Christopher Alan Lyell just signed the contract this morning.

He’s pretty excited and he’s got a great voice and future.

I gotta use him while he’s cheap and before he gets into big demand….

So, please head over to Amazon, buy an Ebook for yourself, another one for a Marine buddy, and maybe a few more for Father’s Day gifts and Christmas and such. And then when the paperback comes out, buy some more. Leave a copy in every bathroom you visit!

Future Generations will thank you. 🙂

Erik!